Songs » How Good it Feels

Some make it home; some don’t live very long.
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A smiling photo of Kai wearing a cancer survivor t-shirt holding up a red balloon.
I've been away but I have not traveled
I've been laid so low I've heard death's rattle
Oh, I can't tell you. (Oh, I can't tell you)
How good it feels to be back--

Oh, I can't tell you. (Oh, I can't tell you)
How good it feels to be back home.

On the island of Cancer you live without a song.
Some make it home; some don't live very long.
I'm just luckier than some of them.

I've been changed and I have been shaken,
I have taken blood from a stranger.
I have walked in the shadow,

And oh, I can't tell you
How good it feels to be back--
How good it feels to be back--
How good it feels to be back home.
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Songs » Rest of My Life

How long must I walk upon the wire? How long ’til I fall into the fire?
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Kai appear with his back to the camera, wearing a cancer survivor t-shirt, adjusting his headphones.
I have heard the knocking at my door.
I have read the writing on the wall.
In the coal mine of cancer, watching the canary dancing
The rest of my life.

How long must I walk upon the wire?
How long 'til I fall into the fire?
It may be soon, it may be never, but when I go I'm gone forever.

Falling, Falling

It's sundown, I'll be around
The rest of my life
I'm falling. Yes, I'm falling.
Sundown.

I really really don't wanna die. I really really don't wanna die.
I really really don't wanna die. No. 
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