Songs » Bad Feeling

I’ve got a bad feeling you don’t want me anymore.
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A portrait of Kai looking out in the distance.
I've got a bad feeling
It's a bad feeling
I've got a bad feeling
I've got a bad feeling you don't want me anymore.
I've got a bad feeling you don't want me anymore.

I'm down about it
I'm really down about it
I've been down about it
I've been down down underground without you.
I've been down down wishin' you really understood.

I've got you
On the brain, in my head and I could
Just lose my mind

I want to cry about you
But I can't cry
No matter how I try
Somebody help me cry 'cause I just can't do it alone.
Somebody help me cry 'cause I just can't do it alone.

Songs » Blue Sky Blues

I long for rainy days in California, Running water on my window.
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Kai sits on the bleachers before a bright blue background and white star on a cloudy day.
A brand new day begins on a cloudy morning
I wonder if a storm is coming
A winter day in California
It's sunny waiting rainy weather
Sonny Boy
What are you waiting for?
You've got the blues. You've got the blues,
You've got the Blue Sky Blues!

Another sunny day in California

Sonny Boy
What are you waiting for?
You've got the blues. You've got the blues,
You've got the Blue Sky Blues!

Sonny Boy you've got the Blue Sky Blues
Sonny Boy what are you waiting for?
What are you gonna do? You've got the California Blue Sky Blues.

I long for rainy days in California
Running water on my window
Awaken me oh chill of winter.

Sonny Boy
What are you waiting for?
You've got the blues. You've got the blues.
You've got the Blue Sky Blues.

Sonny Boy you've got the Blue Sky Blues
Sonny Boy what are you waiting for?
What are you gonna do? You've got the California Blue Sky Blues.

Songs » California

To be with you in this way in these golden rolling hills.
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Oranges growing on the tree with warm sunlight through the leaves.
In California   In California   In California

I was a young man back in 1975
There was something I had to find
So I took a chance and came out west
And when she called then I said yes
Out of the cold and into the blue sky
Say Hello--Goodbye to loneliness! I'm on my way
To California. It's all..... right. It's all..... right.

The heat of the desert, Tehachapi in the evening light
A new home on Highway 49
Hello Char, long time I've waited
To be with you in this way, in these
Golden rolling hills, my oh my
Say Hello, Hello. I've found my way! Yes, I found my way
To California. It's all..... right. It's all..... right.

Sentimental, monumental. Really changed my life.
Got a home in California. I'm feeling all right.

Smiling every day now, I'm happy to be alive.
Another chance to realize.
I've been lucky over and over,
Guardian angel on my shoulder
Out of my mind, and into the good life.
Blue eyes, greener pastures, sun-shine. I found my way
In California. It's all..... right. It's all..... right, in California

It's all right in California
It's all right in California
It's all right in California

Songs » Desiderado

Cantando una historia encuentro en mi memoria, la noche de la luna y pienso yo ahora en tí.
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A collection of mementos including a scrapbook, a compass, a NASA patch, a shell, a coin, and other assorted items.
Cantando una historia
Encuentro en mi memoria
La noche de la luna
Y pienso yo ahora
En tí

La luna nueva llama
La luz para su cama
El cielo es oscuro
Tres días solo dura
Sin tí
Sin tí. Sin tí.

Desiderado. Desiderado.
Desiderado, estoy ahora,
Desde la hora
Que me fuí
Que me fuí. Que me fuí.

Fue una temporada
Distante y ya dejada
Con sueños e intenciones
Por fin de regresarme
A quí

No queria abandonarte
No quise extranarte
Dulce era esa vida
Por la muerte interrumpida
Sin tí.
Sin tí. Sin tí.

Desiderado. Desiderado.
Desiderado, estoy ahora,
Desde la hora
Que me fuí
Que me fuí. Que me fuí.

Desesperado
Desilusionado
Desiderado sin tu cariño
Desesperado
Desilusionado
Desiderado sin tí.

Songs » End of the Summer

It hasn’t been easy to watch your demise. You’ve wasted your body. You’ve locked up your mind.
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A white house catches the late afternoon light.
You had nobody and I was the one.
I followed you like the Pied Piper’s son.
I followed you to the End of the Summer.

You lost control, now you’re picking up the pieces.
I got out early and but never let go.
I got away before the End of the Summer.

I thought I’d figured it all out by now.
But all of a sudden there you are again,
Running my life and I don’t even know it.

What is going on?

It hasn’t been easy to watch your demise.
You’ve wasted your body. You’ve locked up your mind.
I should never have joined in your self-destruction.

Funny that I can’t turn my back on you
There's been plenty of times that I wanted to,
‘Cause I think I’m better and we both believe it.

Even though it’s not true...

Who was I kidding? What did I not see?
In how much denial can one person be?
I did not foresee the End of the Summer.
A collage of photos of LB with Kai and family.

Songs » Found My Way Back Home

If I’d never left, I’d never know. This is where I belong.
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collage of four photos
I've been away from my home
I've been gone too long
I've toiled in the sun and I've walked in the rain
Now I've found my way back home.

When I last saw you, I still believed
I could get along
But that was a long time ago
I've found my way back home.

If I'd never left, I'd never know
This is where I belong
‘Cause I've been around, but I've never found
Anywhere I'd rather be.

I dreamed of returning again someday…

As I look ahead around the bend
One more hour to go
I see in the distance lover and friends
I've found my way,
Yes, I've found my way,
Oh, I've found my way back home.

Songs » Goodbye My Friend

And that’s when you started drinking, just to keep yourself from thinking, ’bout Viet Nam.
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LB crouches to touch the wet sand at the beach with a pier in the background.
After all that we've been through 
Remember all the music
That we played on Friday nights in June.
With Steve and Sue and Doug and Cathy
How we rocked the house for Sandy
On the farm in the Music Room.
Memories and blues.

First you lost the farm,
And after I was gone
There was little left for you to do.
And that's when you started drinking
Just to keep yourself from thinking
'bout Viet Nam and what it did to you.
What it's done to you.

Goodbye My Friend,
Goodbye My Friend,
Goodbye My Friend,
It's the end.

You're dying now. I see the light. No more hello. So long, goodnight.

Now that you are dying
I know I should be crying
In the end I turned my back on you.
Now I'm alone in this my trial
Doing my best to reconcile
What I've done with where you're going to.
Where you're going to.

Goodbye My Friend,
Goodbye My Friend,
Goodbye My Friend.
It's the end.

Goodbye.

A collage of photos of LB with Kai and family.

Songs » Hard on the Soul

Right on the money, hard on the soul.
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Kai is humorously caught behind bars.
As I sit here fading I'm waiting to show
Feelings inside me with no place to go
They'll never hide; we'll never know

Right on the money. Hard on the Soul.

With every good face that I'm willing to show
Hades inside me is free to let go
And when it decides outside me to grow...

Yes, I've thought of the good and the love that could be
Behind ivory bars I was too blind to see
The prisoner of my thoughts that I had come to be

As I look around at all we have done
Poisoned the water, blocked out the sun
I want to believe in the truths they have spun
I want to believe we can still carry on
They say it so right, why is it so wrong?

Right on the money. Hard on the Soul.

Songs » How Good it Feels

Some make it home; some don’t live very long.
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A smiling photo of Kai wearing a cancer survivor t-shirt holding up a red balloon.
I've been away but I have not traveled
I've been laid so low I've heard death's rattle
Oh, I can't tell you. (Oh, I can't tell you)
How good it feels to be back--

Oh, I can't tell you. (Oh, I can't tell you)
How good it feels to be back home.

On the island of Cancer you live without a song.
Some make it home; some don't live very long.
I'm just luckier than some of them.

I've been changed and I have been shaken,
I have taken blood from a stranger.
I have walked in the shadow,

And oh, I can't tell you
How good it feels to be back--
How good it feels to be back--
How good it feels to be back home.
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Songs » I Believe in You

Hello mother, the land and the water, your sons and your daughters.
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I believe in you
I believe in you
I believe in you

Hello mother
The land and the water
Your sons and your daughters
And all of our struggles

Hello sisters
And brothers
People
Of all colors

Crossing the border
Crossing the ocean
The River of Jordan
The Arc of Justice

I believe in you
I believe in you

Young people
These days of Corona
Soon will be over
And you will fly!

I believe in you
Video produced by Roxanne Turpen

Songs » I Can Feel the Darkness

Muddy water running through my brain to my soul.
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A portrait of Kai, expressionless, with light streaming from above.
I've been living a lie for much too long now.
Muddy water running through my brain to my soul.

Let me out of here, I need the rain
Let me out I can't stand the pain

Lei-lei, Cu-cu, Mei-mei, Lu-lu

I can feel the darkness now
My desire is pulling me inside out
I really don't know what it's all about
I've been in the dark so long
I just can't figure it out.

Every day I hear the call of temptation
That ball and chain drags me down the road to her door.

I never thought I would reach that place
Always believed I would see your face

Lei-lei, Cu-cu, Mei-mei, Lu-lu

I can feel the darkness now
Covering me all over like a shroud
And I still don't know what it's all about
I've been in the dark so long
I just can't find my way out.

Lei-lei, Cu-cu, Mei-mei, Lu-lu

Songs » I’ll Never See Her Again

I’ll never see my mother again. I only wanted to say goodbye before she died.
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A woman holds her son's hand as they walk in silhouette before a golden sunset.
(Teddy's Song)

I'll never see her again
I'll never see my mother again
I only wanted to say goodbye
Before she died

I'll never see her again

I was ten years old when daddy died
But I never thought it would happen to her.
How did I lose both of them?

Now I am really alone.
I want a brother, or a sister—
someone to share the pain.
'Cause I'll never get used to it.

I'm just a boy; I'm just a kid.
What was it that I did?
When will I wake up from this?
Won't someone call a halt?
And tell me this is all a joke?

Won't someone call a halt?
And tell me this is not my fault?
Bring back my mother—
Give back my mother to me.

Songs » Indian Roses

They were coming to behold, and reminisce the time of old.
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volcanic rock formation used by the Northern Sierra Miwok to grind acorns for food
On the day of the celebration
Many takers were there
There were those of the forgotten nation
In long black hair

They were coming to behold
And reminisce the time of old
Underneath the Indian Roses was the gold.
They paved the road with Indian Roses
They paved the road with Indian Roses
They paved the road with Indian Roses
And drove away.

The people gathered in modern devotion
And filled their eyes
On the ground feathered dancers in motion
Made for display

Seven women under a loom
Weave along the afternoon
Underneath the Indian Roses was the moon.
They laid her soul on Indian Roses
They laid her soul on Indian Roses
They laid her soul on Indian Roses
And walked away
And walked away
And walked away!

They laid her soul on Indian Roses
They laid her soul on Indian Roses
They laid her soul on Indian Roses
And walked away.

Then came the sound of galloping horses
Which turned the heads
Ceremonial dancers and singers
“Let’s rest,” they said.

Saddled high the mountain men,
Smiled down at the ruin
They’d stolen Indian Roses from the moon.
They sold the people Indian Roses
They sold the people Indian Roses
They sold the people Indian Roses
And rode away. And rode away. And rode away.

Songs » Inner, Inner Ear

Speak to me in words I cannot hear, And hear the music… unmistakably clear.
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Kai stands before a leaded stained glass mosaic window, gazing upward.
In the evening when the lights of the city
Look like stars shining from afar,
I hear the voice of my heart
I look around, and only hear my piano.

Listening to the music I am sitting
Watching my hands play a melody.
They move alone, I can't even misguide them.
So who gives them the directions that they hear?
They listen—oh, they listen through the Inner Inner Ear.

How I wish that I could hear the Inner Inner Inner Ear.
I'd be safe, and I'd be near.
If I could listen, I would hear.

Now I'm standing in the face of too many choices,
Everything is hazy and unclear.
The rules are changing, the lines are full of voices,
Speak to me in words I cannot hear.
Listen—oh, listen through the Inner Inner Ear,
And hear the music… unmistakably clear.

Songs » Lonesome I Am Leaving

Traveling is where I go; I must be on my way.
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an empty desert highway appears as if it goes on forever into the horizon
If I could only leave here without feeling this a'way 
But traveling is where I go; I must be on my way
Lonesome I am leavin'.

I think about returning, but I keep on moving on.
And I dream about returning as I keep on dreaming on.
Destination unknown...

All my life I've been leaving someone.
Lonely days are the only kind I know.
I'm a solitary wander-weary man.
I get along the best way I can.

Something I once said to you is coming back to me.
Changing for the sake of change will never make you free.
Lonesome I am leavin'.
Lonesome I am leavin'. Going home...

Songs » Marian

You’d already left before I knew I really did love you.
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A wooden bird figure sits on table covered by a red floral cloth.
Na-na na na
Na-na na na


Marian you loved me and I just played it cool
A little too cool
You'd already left before I knew I really did love you
Did you even know love?

I was just too young to see how I could lose you so easy
It happened just like that!
Lose you forever, Marian

I was young and what a fool! I didn't know our love was true.
I was blind then, where are you now?
Gone far away
Come back Marian
Gone far away
Gone far away
I never knew I was in love with you.
Whew!

I have the memory of Marian
I have the memory of Marian
Na-na-na, na na
Na-na, na na
Na-na-na, na na

I have the memory of Marian

Time has come and gone and I guess I got over it
Almost
You really could have waited for me to grow up
But you never did

I loved you Marian

I was just too young to see how I could lose you so easy
Lose you forever, Marian

I have the memory of Marian
Na-na-na, na na
Na-na, na na
Na-na-na, na na


I have the memory of Marian

Songs » Melancholy Lady

The day is fading, What’s the use in waiting anymore?
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A field of flowers
Tell me Melancholy Lady
Why do you not come out in the rain?
Looking through your window pane
You really ought to play the game
Do it once and maybe you’ll do it again.
Wander in.

Once there was a man who said he
Wouldn’t ever be caught upon a cloud.
With both feet on the ground,
He stood and watched the world go 'round
Melancholy, watching the merry-go-round
Go ‘round and ‘round.

Melancholy Lady
The day is fading
What's the use in waiting anymore?

So Melancholy Lady maybe
There is something we could sing about.
It's okay to hold on,
It's all right to let go.
Take a chance today ‘cause that is what
It’s all about.

Melancholy Lady (Sugar Sugar)
The day is fading (Ah, honey honey)
What's the use in waiting anymore?
(You are my candy girl)

Songs » My Misery

I don’t want to let it go, it feels so familiar and comfy, like an old bathrobe.
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Kai in his studio pensively gazing out the window.
I love my misery, it keeps me company 
I like my misery, it's a big part of me.

I love my misery so much I don't want to let it go
It feels so familiar and comfy like an old bathrobe.

Helpful advice would be nice but the price of heeding it
Is too many times it serves to remind me I needed it.

I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't complain,
Don't know what I'd do if I had to refrain.
What if I couldn't be a pain
And make your life miserable too?

As far as I can see there's no better way to be than miserable.
From my head to my toes I'm just one mega-dose of self-pity.

I love my misery, it keeps me company
I stand by my misery and it—stands by me.

Take your misfortune and suffering
Keep your frustration and grief
Your angst and anxiety, sorrow and pain,
Keep them away from me.
I just want my misery!

I've got my misery, we have a deal.
No matter my state it will commiserate with how I feel.

Yes, I love my misery so much I don't wanna let it go,
I stand by my misery—
I stand by my misery and it—stands by me.

Songs » Never Stopped Loving You

You said you “just stopped loving” me. I still don’t know what that means.
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What are the chances I would see you here today?
My flight delayed on account of rain.
Forty years—a long time to believe
I'd never see you again,
But somehow, you still look the same.

Maybe I should have let you go on your way.
But I said hello, you smiled in your easy way.
Forty years and only
One thing left to say:
I never stopped loving you.

It all ended so mysteriously. You said,
You "just stopped loving" me
I still don't know what that means
How was it so easy for you?

Was there something I could have done?
I guess I've wondered all along
Did you ever really love me at all?
But I, I never stopped loving you!

Well, life is short, and time has carried away
All of my anger, my hurt and some of the pain
Forty years, that's half our lives,
Don't know how much remains—
It sure is good to see you again.
And I guess I will love you 'til the end.
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Songs » Nice to Know

I’ve understood the new arrangement. You are different, I’m the same.
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Kai waters a young seedling enclosed in a chicken wire mesh guard.
It would be nice to know 
That you wanted me
That you cared enough
To take the time
To take my hand
And kiss me
It would be nice to know

It would be nice to know
That you think of me
Sometime
You remember why
You remember how
We used to be
It would be nice to know
It would be nice to know

I love you dearly, let me show you,
You are my life, my one and only,
Winds of change...are blowing me away.

I've understood the new arrangement,
You are different, I'm the same.
But I'm gonna...love you anyway.

Now it's nice to know
That you understood
You did not forget
The times we spent
Together
It's nice to know
Oh, yes, it's nice to know
It's nice to know.

Songs » No Matter How Much

Your love wasn’t wasted, no matter how much you wasted on me.
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Vivid orange flowers with dark green foliage at the community garden.
I am as free as a swallow in spring
You are a flower that grows by the sea
The moment I kissed you a song was begun
A song that had never ever been sung
Ever been sung

My wings are soldiers that long for the sky
When they were broken you made them right
I offered my love in only repair
But I could not promise to always be there
To always be there

I could not promise to always be there

You are the flower that grows in the dark
I am a song that is sung from afar
The swan sings at night. In the morning he dies
I'd sing forever if forever was mine
If forever was mine

You are the raindrop that falls in the dark
Your love is the painfully breaking apart
Your love is a spring that is warm to the touch
Your love wasn't wasted no matter how much
You wasted on me

Songs » Nobody’s Fool

Featuring Shelley Roth Seltzer
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Featuring Lesley Kernochan
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A pomegranate fruit ripening on the tree.
Sometimes you lose...
And sometimes you lose...
And sometimes you’ve got the blues.
Sometimes you’ve got the blues.

Sometimes you lose...
And sometimes you lose...
And sometimes you’ve got the blues.
Sometimes you’ve got the blues.

And it makes me wonder,
Yes, it makes me wonder
How did I ever fall for you?
How did I ever fall in love with you?

Ain’t nobody who’s nobody’s fool.
Ain’t nobody who’s nobody’s fool.

Instrumental: (one verse)

Sing out the old
Bring in the new
Someone else is loving you.
Somebody else is loving you.

When you’re with another
When you’re in love with another
Still I am crazy over you.
Still I am crazy over you.

Ain’t nobody who’s nobody’s fool.
Ain’t nobody who’s nobody’s fool.

Nobody’s Fool,
Nobody’s Fool,
Nobody’s Fool,
Yeah!

Songs » Rainy Day Lover

He was so afraid of the rain. Now he’s a rainy day lover.
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A dapper dark portrait of Kai in mocha tones.
He's a Rainy Day Lover and the weather's fair
Sing in the rain forever care-free
On the road in a blue Corvair
California in the air.

Rainy days and lonely nights,
He's come a long way since the time when he
Couldn't say what was on his mind
He was so afraid of the rain.
Now he's a rainy day lover.

He's found what it takes
To put it all together
And no rain can undo it.

I found LA and there is no rain.
I fell in love, what else can I say.
Now I believe that I am here to stay.
I've gotta say... I love LA
I'm a rainy day lover.

Rainy Day Lover I never knew
How you were there to see me through. Now I'm
Not ashamed that it took me so long.
I'm the lucky one, you're my song,
Rainy day lover.

Songs » Remember Darling

Love me while the time is right. Leave now and I’ll dream of you tonight.
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Remember Darling (Illustrated by Nibu)
Remember Darling (Illustrated by Samuel)
Remember Darling (Illustrated by Youssef)
Hold me Darling for tonight 
Love me while the time is right
Leave now and I'll dream of you tonight

But Remember Darling, be gone by dawn
You must be gone by dawn
Together Darling, we must never be found
You must be gone by dawn

And I can't get you out of my head
I can't get you out of my head
Suddenly I think of you instead
I can't get you out of my head

Hold me, Darling, one more time,
Let me sleep in your delight
Kiss me now before you take your flight

And flee you must, it's sad, it's true
'Cause if we're found we'll both be ruined
Go now while there's no more time to lose!

And Remember Darling, be gone by dawn
You must be gone by dawn
Together Darling, we will never belong
You must be gone by dawn

And I can't get you out of my head
I can't get you out of my head
Suddenly I think of you instead
I can't get you out of my head
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Songs » Rest of My Life

How long must I walk upon the wire? How long ’til I fall into the fire?
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Kai appear with his back to the camera, wearing a cancer survivor t-shirt, adjusting his headphones.
I have heard the knocking at my door.
I have read the writing on the wall.
In the coal mine of cancer, watching the canary dancing
The rest of my life.

How long must I walk upon the wire?
How long 'til I fall into the fire?
It may be soon, it may be never, but when I go I'm gone forever.

Falling, Falling

It's sundown, I'll be around
The rest of my life
I'm falling. Yes, I'm falling.
Sundown.

I really really don't wanna die. I really really don't wanna die.
I really really don't wanna die. No. 
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Songs » Rhythm to the End

Destiny is once again tugging at my sleeve, and when I leave, I want you all to pray for me.
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Kai plays the guitar at the pier on a cloudy day.
I had an old guitar that I'll never see again
Buried where the ashes are today
Yes, I had an old guitar that has seen its lonely end
One summer in a California blaze
Oh, once again, I lose another friend
Once again, I'll follow the rhythm to the end.

The happiness I longed so long has come and gone to pain
Ever since the time she went away
I cannot hardly bear to read the letters she has sent
She's happy now, what can I say?

Oh, once again, I lose a lady friend
Once again, I'll follow the rhythm to the end.

Farewell, my friend, I feel the end is drawing very near
It won’t be long until I’m on my way.
Cuz destiny is once again tugging at my sleeve,
And when I leave, I want you all to pray for me.

Oh, once again, I lose you my friend
Once again, I'll follow the rhythm to the end.
Once again, I'll follow the rhythm...to the end.
Video by Roxanne Turpen
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Songs » Something Between Us

Although we’re almost strangers, we seem to understand each other somehow.
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With his back to the camera, Kai gazes outward to a see traces of sunlight struggling through a cloudy sky.
There’s something between us.

Whenever I’m around you, I feel that
Old familiar feeling I seem to remember
From a long long time ago.

Although we’re almost strangers, we seem to
Understand each other somehow, and I admit
I have dreamed of loving you.

Please don’t fall in love with me
Please don’t fall in love with me
If you do
I could not keep myself
From falling in love with you.

There’s something between us. I feel a
Pull and a push at the same time,
And somehow I will miss you tonight.

It might be nice if only in another
Time or place or some other life,
Not today…not even tomorrow.

So please don’t fall in love with me
Please don’t fall in love with me
If you do
I could not keep myself
From falling in love with you.

There’s something between us…

Songs » The Choice We Made

Our whole lives lay out ahead of us, there was only one thing to do.
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A pink sunset seen from a darkened cliffside at the ocean.
A golden sunset seen from a coastal roadside.
We'd do it again: one man's reflection on one couple's decision to have an abortion. 

I always hoped that I would someday hear from you again.
Though destiny broke us apart before we reached the end,
It's nice to know you're doing well, I guess I am too.
Do you think about those days at all? I sure think of you.

The choice we had to make, we never knew.

Our first night together, we threw caution to the wind,
A love child was in the air, before our love was born.
After all these years, our one unspoken truth:
Someone might have been, we both remember who.

The choice we had to make so soon.

Our love was young, just me and you
So little time to think it through
Our whole lives lay out ahead of us
There was only one thing to do.

The deed was done. We carried on, forgetting to remember
What needed to be spoken was never really mentioned.
And though our love was not enough, and we broke up instead,
The choice we made was right—
And if we had to do it all again,
We'd choose the same, and we'd do it again.

Songs » The Fog

In my mind. Troubles. Bring me down. In the fog I cannot see.
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Fog blankets a California street lined with palm trees.
Instrumental 

I cannot see
Where could I be?
Alone. In the Fog
Suddenly I'm standing still.
Waiting.
It's lonely.

In my mind.
Troubles.
Bring me down.
In the fog I cannot see.
Who can help this blind man?
In the fog.

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Timelessly.
Silently.
Creeps-s-s-s... along.
Steady.
Ghostly.
In the fog it's lonely.

Songs » The Hardest Thing

Now, thirty years have passed. There’s been a lot of rain. I survived the earthquake, you the hurricane.
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Kai and LB take a selfie together in front of an airplane.
I was just a kid. You had gone to 'Nam.
You seemed to have an answer, something to say.
I listened to your story. I listened to your song.
I listened to your wisdom, then I found my own.

It all felt so right to me. Where did we go wrong?

Now, thirty years have passed. There's been a lot of rain.
I survived the earthquake, you the hurricane.
We dreamed a dream together. I carried on alone.
And you got left behind. Somehow.

It all worked out so right for me. Where did you go wrong?

I'd like to share with you—if I only could.
There'd be nothing left to hide, nothing left to prove.
So, let's face the music now.
Letting go of you is the hardest thing
I've ever had to do.

All those years I held you up
Now I've let you down.
I've let you down.
A collage of photos of LB with Kai and family.

Songs » This is Your Life

Another day goes by, yesterday won’t come again. This is your life, my friend.
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Kai climbs a tree and stands on a low branch.
A still life photo of a table setting with a vase of lilies and a bowl of cherries with a sign that says, "Life."
This is your life 
Where to begin?
Another day goes by
Yesterday won't come again.
This is your life, my friend
Yeah, my friend. Oh yeah.

Time is long
When love is strong
It is that time again
Will women weep, then so will men
This is your life, my friend
Yeah, my friend. Oh yeah. My friend. Oh yeah.

I've seen 'em lose
I've seen 'em win
I've watched sweet days go by
To every day there is an end
This is your life!
This is your life!
This is your life, my friend.

Songs » Two Timin’ Man

He’ll tell you just what you wanna hear.
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Kai holds out his hat before a leafy background of brightly lit tree canopy.
He's got the stone
You've got the ring
He holds the ace
You got the queen.
He won't allow ya' get-you get-your while's worth
He won't allow ya' get-you get-your while's worth

He’s an old timer, one-timin’, two-timin’ man
He’s an old timer, one-timin’, two-timin’ man

You've got the dope
He's got the stash
You'd better get up while
You've got the chance
He'll never let you get your money's worth
He'll never let you get your money's worth

He's an old timer, one-timin'
Two-timin' man.
Yeah, he's an old timer, one-timin'
Two-timin' man.

Bring you up slow
Let you down fast
Smoother than velvet
Truer than trash
He’ll tell you just what you wanna hear
He'll tell you anything what you wanna hear

‘Cause he's an old timer, one-timin'
Two-timin' man.
Yeah, he's an old timer, one-timin'
Two-timin' man.
Two-timin’ man
Two-timin’ man

Songs » Waiting for You

I listen to the rhythm of the cars on the streets in the city. Alone on the avenue, waiting for you.
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Kai with LB holding guitars.
Every time I am alone
I think of you somehow
Every time I am alone

Every time I think of you
I am alone somehow
Every time I think of you

I’m waiting for you

I listen to the rhythm of the cars on the streets in the city
Alone on the avenue
Waiting for you

I feel inside
You're not coming home

What's the price I've got to pay
To see you once again?
Yes, no matter what you say
I'm waiting for you
A collage of photos of LB with Kai and family.